I’m not really the type of person to talk about/to my followers too much, because this is my blog, and I’ve never wanted it to become suddenly self conscious and then have it turn into anything that didn’t wholly reflect me. (in case anyone was wondering.) but. I just realized that in my settings I’ve only had replies enabled for people I follow. I’M SORRY. I’ve found that terribly frustrating, following someone and not being able to reply to their posts, sooo yes. here you are. reply away.
(if anyone ever needs to get in touch with me, you can also do so via tagging, ask, or fm haha.)
I literally just did a factory reset on my laptop. I have installed nothing but chrome. I don’t even have my old files - the ones I was able to salvage - back on here.
So tell me, tumblr, why do you say I am using missing-e if I most certainly am not (yet)? |:
Yes. I like this.
also steph yours is one letter away from assbutt.
Misha Collins talks about
WHAT IS TUMBLR?
MISHA: IT’S LIKE A WEBSITE FOR THE INTERNET
WELL SAID, MISHA. WELL SAID.
lets you “hate”/hide a tumblr post. (posting this so my followers can hide my reblogs of the giveaway post.)
forever reblogging <3
almost forgot rule #1
When the maker of tumblr is on your dashboard, always reblog.
Fuck look at him.
He’s so desu.
Can I marry my dad?
Hottie shit *-*
CUANDO EL CREADOR DE TUMBLR APAREZCA EN TU DASH, SIEMPRE REBLOGUEA
TE AMO PAPI UNICORNIANO *-*
I wanna keep him <3
:(((((( What’s the matter sweety?
my girlfriend and I broke up and it’s hard. things get better, and then worse, and better again, and then worse again. she went from being just an acquaintance to being the best thing in my life. now I don’t know what to do with myself or who to talk to - because when I feel like this, I want her to hold me and talk to me until I feel better but the problem is what’s between us - or rather, not between us anymore - so there’s nothing she can really do to make it better. ): and I can’t expect her to do something like that, nor should I ask because it just prolongs the pain, for both of us.
oh no honey.. :((( breakups are the worst.. it hurts so much in the beginning because that person you used to do everything with and share so much of your heart with isn’t there anymore, but it does get better (as much as I’m sure you don’t want to hear that right now). when i broke up with my ex it felt like my whole world was falling apart.. i’d invested so much of myself into that relationship and i felt like nothing could ever be as good as that, no one could give me what he did or love me the same (the emo part of my tumblr attests to this). but as it turns out it is possible, my friends were right (they told me that i would find someone else). i have an awesome boyfriend now and i’m a lot happier than i was in my last relationship. so i’m telling you to hold on and be strong! i know the first part is the hardest - feeling so alone and empty.. but i’m here for you ok! if you ever need ANYTHING please just let me know. i’m totally up for talking about it if you need someone to just sit and listen~ I will support you the best I can from afar!! MUCH HUGS AND KISSES!!!! you are an amazing person and I know there is someone special out there for you! <3
She’s the first person that has ever made me feel perfect. No anxious waiting, no games, no holding back. I’ve never felt so open and at ease with a person, especially so quickly. And especially in the beginning, when she told me that I could ask her anything, to please not be shy, and she would never make me feel bad about anything. I know how amazing she is as a person, and it really sucks to think that I won’t be the one to call her mine. There’s so many weird things we have in common - from our background to the things we like and little personality quirks. I named the penguin she gave me Wadsworth and she looked at me like I had a third head… apparently that’s the name of the street she grew up on. Stuff like that. And we’re so similar in weird ways - there was one time I asked if it was narcissistic to love her, haha. In any case, I’ve never had anyone make me feel the way that she has, as completely loved, warts and all, as she has. I’ve never ever felt so safe and right in anyone’s arms. It scares me to think that I could never meet someone like this again.
One thing is, we work together, and I see her 3 out of 4 shifts a week. All of our coworkers knew we were together. We would hang out at starbucks all the time before work, go out together afterwards, and she’s been so a part of my life - which completely changed from how I used to stay in all the time to being out doing things with her. She pulled out parts of me that were hidden, and I now have a lot more confidence than I used to. I don’t know if there’s a part of my life that hasn’t been touched by her in some way.
Another thing is that we both really wish that it would work out. Things are just as hard for her as they are for me, but she doesn’t show it. We still both want to talk and be friends and tell each other secrets and kiss and everything, but there’s something missing that used to be there, that needs to be there. And when we talk and I watch her I remember the things that made me love her and trust her, and I remember that I don’t get to feel that way any more.
I know that everything will be okay, and I’m trying really hard to do what I can to not … feel this, I guess. I really would like to hang out with some of my other friends but they’re busy with stuff, and we’ve only seen each other here or there in the past few months because we all have jobs and school and different schedules and we haven’t really made time to see each other. So I feel like a bother, because I don’t want to whine the entire time about how much I miss her and all this and all that and life sucks. I just. It sucks. I need something to take my mind off of it and aaah there’s nothing. I’m trying but some days it’s just so hard.
Thank you so much hon ;——-; I. thank you so much. It really means a lot to me, I hope you know -hugs and kisses- ♥ ♥ ♥
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